February 2011
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Worthy
Will I ever feel like I am worth someones time? I mean, don’t get me wrong, people give me their time but I just want to know what it feels like to be worth their time. I don’t even know if I’m making sense here but hopefully I am.
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Valentines Day
People gallivanting around like its a fucking show! I really dislike this “holiday”, it truly repulses me. Another chance for “happy” couples to waste money and energy on each other just because the card companies, and society tells them to. This couple I work with find it a reason to show off and come in dressed up and practically drooling over each other. I really want to...
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Looking on the bright side
I have been having amazing dates with this new boy, despite our age difference. He makes me really happy and seems to be pretty close to exactly what I’m looking for. He is motivated, eager, caring, and not to mention pretty attractive in my opinion. I may not be the prettiest, skinniest, or smartest girl around but I do believe that I deserve someone nice and that cares about me. Idk what I...
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Tragedy strikes
So… I snooped, I shouldn’t have but I did. And now I know the truth, my “best” friend sees me as a disease. My eyes have not been able to cry in months but seeing the things I saw, broke my heart. I usually only allow boys to hurt and cut so deep into my heart. But she is my supposed best friend and has been there for 7 years. Basically she hasn’t even been sure why...