December 2010
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What to do?
I always feel lost. I am out of place on this earth. What am is my life lacking?… love? I’ve had that. I ruined it. I cheated on the man I fell in love with for another guy I lusted over. It was a huge mistake. I saw it immediately after it was too late. I was living a semi-perfect life. I had everything going right but I made the bump in the road into a hill and then into a mountain...
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Waiting patiently while my thoughts and heart ramble for a response.
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Submarines in the sky
When airplanes are driving through the dark cloudy sky they remind me of submarines. The way that thay appear so slow moving. I wish that i could slow down and think about everything but also be going fast so i can skip the bad parts; only time to absorb the good into my conscienceness.
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tumblrbot asked: WHAT IS YOUR EARLIEST HUMAN MEMORY?
“Literate and stylish,
Kissable and quiet,
Well that’s what girls dreams are made...”
– Taking Back Sunday
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I have this fear. I will run from love. When it approaches me, i run. This fear is real. It happens. I am running from love. I haven’t admitted this love for you because i am scared that when i do, you will run. If i don’t run first, you will run last… when its too late.
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I may be scared to say the things worth saying but its partially due to the fact that i don’t know what your reaction may be. Also that reaction may not make me feel any better about the situation. Lets see where i end and you begin again. You’ve ended before where i started off. This time is the last time we see where the gifts of each day lead us.
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The way his eye looked into my soul i could tell he was falling for me, but to my surprise i felt it too. I thought i had truly given my heart away when i got the symbolic tattoos with my ex boyfriend but now, i felt as if i had somehow regained it or maybe grew a new one. His deep low voice made me so nervous i couldnt stop biting my lower lip. The way he made my blood rush was incredible....